i left my laptop charger at work on saturday so I was without internet access for a couple of days, ok, 2 nights, but the good thing is I went to bed early (10:30pm) and woke up early (6:30am) and have been very productive. I did all my laundry including my bed linens, cleaned the apartment, cashed in my spare change at safeways($58.10)and budgeted the next 36 days. I had alloted $540 to cover my lunches/meals/gas/tolls. Which roughly translates to $15 a day. $6 of which goes to a bridge toll. It won't be easy but I know I can do it. I stocked up on healthy tv dinners and healthy soups as well as bread and sandwich meats. the plan is to alternate between soup and sandwich for lunch one day, tv dinner and sandwich the next. For my dinners I plan on have high protein meals like beans and rice with the occassional chicken breast but mainly i will eat mass quantities of steamed veggies. I have been taking my vitamin multi packs too.
so, september 20th i board a plane bound for Scotland. i will also pay a visit to Latvia. It'll be amazing, visiting a country that hopefully doesn't give a shit about American culture or lifestyle. i'm speaking of Latvia of course.
anyways, i think i'm out of my rut, i had a good chat with my ladyfriend and now i know what our situation is. it was a refreshing splash of cold water. i definatly needed it.
now i need to focus on my life, what do i want? where do i want to go? how do i get there?
i'm almost forty and it's blowing my fucking mind.
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